Thursday, March 24, 2005
Kadang-kadang, aku tertanya-tanya juga, masa kita tido, kita mimpikan seseorang...adakah seseorang itu sedang mengingati kita? Ada la orang cakap kat aku camtu. Betul ke?
Kalau kita tengah online, tetiba ternampak nick seseorang tu online...pastu hati kita berdebar and nak terus tegur dia...Apa tandanya?...Fall in love ke tu?
Bila kita suka pada seseorang, kenapa kita tak boleh jadi diri kita sendiri di depan dia eh? Adakah perasaan suka tu menghadkan perlakuan sebenar kita?
Jika berlaku banyak persamaan antara kita dengan seseorang yang kita suka ataupun yg kita baru kenali, adakah ianya merupakan satu chemistry untuk memulakan suatu hubungan cinta?
Apa pula tandanya sekiranya kita cuba nak elak daripada seseorang itu, tetapi semakin lama kita nak elak, semakin dekat kita padanya dan semakin sayang. Hairan!
Apa tandanya sekiranya kita bangun pagi teringat pada seseorang, dalam perjalanan pergi kerja teringatkan seseorang, bila keseorangan pasti teringatkan seseorang. Apa makna semua ni?
Soalan terakhir, apa tandanya sekiranya kucing Pak Abu menahan seekor kambing untuk memberi laluan kepada anak-anak buaya yang sedang melintas? Hmmm...
### - Persoalan itu sering di benak pemikiran tetapi masih tiada jawapan. Namun akan ku cari dan mengambil segala risiko yang ada...
Posted at 12:33 am by irwandy
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Hari ni 23 Mac 2005, giliran ayah pula menyambut hari ulangtahun kelahirannya yang ke 53. Happy Birthday Dad! You're the greatest father in the world. You're my hero & my idol since I was born till I die. No other person can replace you my dear father! I love you so much.
Best kan?...My birthday is on 16th March, my mom 18th March, my dad 23rd March...semua dekat-dekat. Senang nak celebrate sama-sama...hehe...
Anyway, yesterday aku amik cuti. Just to help my younger brother to prepare nak gi Jepun. So, petang semalam kitorang satu family hantar dia gi KLIA. Mak aku sedih sebab tu kali pertama dia berjauhan dengan adik lelaki aku nih. Walau apapun, mak aku tetap bangga. Dia berjaya menjadi pelajar nombor 2 terbaik di Ambang Asuhan Jepun, Universiti Malaya dan beliau masuk newspaper last 3 weeks. Kini, dia melanjutkan pelajarannya di Tokyo Institute of Technology, Tokyo, Japan. The best engineering school in Japan. Dia amik fizik. So, my bro, belajar baik-baik. Hope you can settle down there. We're gonna miss you. Good luck!
### - Jangan lupa belikan abang digicam yang canggih2 kat sana... :D
Posted at 11:23 am by irwandy
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.
Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.
When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.
While you are reading this, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person. (GOTCHA!!!!!)
### - errr...sape eh yg aku pk tadi..hahaha...:p
Posted at 12:33 pm by irwandy
Subject: Learning Japanese
1. How does a broken hearted Japanese call himself?
2. What does a Japanese say to a girl when he wants to harass her?
3. How to call a dirty-minded Japanese?
4. How does a group of Japanese boys say when they want to f*** a girl?
5. How to call a cheap Japanese prostitute?
6. How does a flat-chested Japanese girl describe herself?
7. What does a Japanese man say to a refused Japanese girl?
8. How does a Japanese man ask a girl if his d*** is small?
9. How does a Japanese man invite girl to have sex with him?
10. How does a Japanese ask if they are hairy?
### - Errrr...sorry kalau kotor skit hari ni..tade idea nak letak apa..kekeke
Posted at 12:00 am by irwandy
Monday, March 21, 2005
About my previous entry, I do think that I can't be in any relationship commitments. I just can't for now. Yes, I'm confused over this thing. I really can't explain why is there such thing as confused. I don't know how to handle this thing. Sometimes I'm scared, sometimes I'm afraid of losing, sometimes I want to avoid but I just can't. For the first time in my life, I just don't understand why I'm being like this and I don't know what I really want. This thing really makes my day turn off just like that. I don't want to think about this actually, but for how long? This thing will come again and again if I don't find any solutions. It's not that I don't want this thing at all. But it's not the right time. Maybe this is only the beginning? I don't know. I just can't tell.
Well, looks like I'm not ready for any relationship commitments isn't it? But at the same time, I don't want to lose somebody. Susah eh? I do think that lebih baik berkawan dengan semua orang. If I'm ready, and if there's something, for sure I will go for somebody. If not, jadi kawan je la. So, just let it be. Let it go with the flow of life. Of course I have my own target but we'll see how it goes.
These are the times we all wished for. The moment when less means so much more. We don't have to do a thing at all. We can take our time and talk. And this is the way things need to be. No pressure from you and none from me. Just let the mood set the moment off. I don't make any promises coz I know my heart gets weak. When I get around you girl, it makes them hard to keep coz you bring out the best. Make me a man. God knows I'm proud to be...
### - Pasti hanya Tuhan yang tahu segalanya. Apa yang ku inginkan di saat-saat ini.
Posted at 12:00 am by irwandy