Monday, January 15, 2007
I've been crossing so many dark paths that leads me to something totally unexpected. The unexpected thingy mostly were good things that leads to a better life and I've learned so many things from it and gained the most precious experiences and moments.
Last week, something bad happened to me. But I was ready to accept for any consequences because I dare to take the risks and my instinct tells me to slow down and keep it cool. So it happened. However, I lost my mood and my head gone headache. I asked my boss to go back home early.
Then I ride my scooter back home using federal highway at high speed, around 130-140km/h on the motorbike lane. Just to let go my anger and some regrets. When I got back home, I felt good. Never been better. I act normally. Next morning, I drove my car like a mad person on my way to the office early morning. Haha. Maybe the old adrenaline has came back or maybe the anger is still there. But still I feel headache.
Then after office hours, I started my gymnasium activities like before. I cycled for 35 minutes, equivalent to 16km distance like mad. Usually I did around 15-20 minutes for 5-8km distance. Well, maybe the anger is still there. But it's a good thing so that I can exercise more. Then I did a 30 minutes walking/running on treadmill which I've never done it since 6 years back. Haha. This is getting more interesting.
I guess I've let it go in a very short time. So, I don't want to think about what actually happened anymore. I'm strong and confident. I guess I've made the right & firm decision. I don't want to talk about it anymore. It's finished and just forget all about it. Forget about all the things I've done. I don't need explainations, excuses and such. Forget everything. Life must go on.
Maybe, I know this year will be a great year for me, hopefully. As far as I'm concern, I'm still on the right track, on the right move and on the right time to achieve my dreams. Just focus on what I'm doing now. Never give up until it is fate. Be confident and be yourself. And now, Hey, I'm back!Setelah ku fahami, ku bukan yang terbaik, yang ada di hatimu, tak dapat ku sangsikan, ternyata dirinyalah, yang mengerti kamu, bukanlah diriku...Kini maafkanlah aku, bila ku menjadi bisu, kepada dirimu, bukan santunku terbungkam, hanya hatiku berbatas, 'tuk mengerti kamu, maafkanlah aku...Walau ku masih mencintaimu, ku harus meninggalkanmu, ku harus melupakanmu, meski hatiku menyayangimu, nurani membutuhkanmu, ku harus merelakanmu...Ternyata dirinyalah, yang sanggup menyanjungmu, yang lama menyentuhmu, bukanlah diriku...### - Sometimes love is not by finding the right person, it's by learning to love the person we've found.
Posted at 03:05 am by irwandy
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
No words can describe about it. No actions could speak for it. No nothing.
And lately, my instinct were very strong. An instinct that tells me to prepare for the worst. Well, it indeed happened. But still, I'm glad that I can take it happily and maturely. However, it is FATE. ;)I waited 'til I saw the sun, I don't know why I didn't come I left you by the house of fun, I don't know why I didn't come I don't know why I didn't comeSomething has to make you run, I don't know why I didn't come I feel as empty as a drum, I don't know why I didn't comeI don't know why I didn't come
I guess I'll be away for quite sometime, so I might not be able to update my blog for time being. Just wanna clear up my mind with something. Besides that, I'm busy with work and some other stuffs. Hopefully to see you guys very soon. I'll be okay and I'll be back. Take care and be happy always... ;)
It's a great way to start my new year. Thanks for the coincidence.
Thanks for everything. ### - Bila yg tertulis untukku adalah yg terbaik untukmu...
Posted at 08:20 pm by irwandy
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Dah lama gile tak gi Taman Tasik Titiwangsa. So, aku just gi for the sake of nak amik gambar Pelancaran Tahun Melawat Malaysia 2007 dan juga sempena perasmian Eye On Malaysia tu. Member2 photographer ajak gi, around 15-20 of us gi sana tapi masing2 bersepah ke sana sini.
Kalau kualiti kurang memuaskan, sila ke http://irwandy.fotopages.com ;)
Banyak gile fireworks malam tu. Sempat gak aku melepak dgn press photographers. Kiranya yg korang tgk gambar kat Utusan Malaysia, The Star, NST, Berita Harian dan lain2 tu, mmg sama la gambar aku mcm diorang sbb dok kat spot yg sama. Cuma kualiti diorang lagi bagus la. Aku ni cikai je. Hehehe. Sakit punggung aku duduk lama sgt kat tepi tasik tu. Hari Ahad
Aku gi Toyota showroom dgn ayah aku. Hmm. Toyota Vios
tak menarik perhatian aku, sebaliknya Toyota Yaris
pula yg menjadi pujaan. Tapi aku tak fancy sgt dgn kereta Toyota. Entah kenapa. Mungkin sebab Honda
lebih berbaloi kot sebab teknologi Honda selalunya ahead of Toyota. Itu bagi aku la.
Aku bergayut dengan a friend of mine. Dah lama tak borak2 sejak ada suatu perkara yg berlaku dulu. Hahaha. But I'm glad we're still friends. Our nearly 2 hours conversation ended with some really sweet moments and I really appreciate that we can still talk and talk just like last time. Thanks for all of the compliments despite I shouldn't get those compliments. Sejak bila I ni kelakar? Hahaha. Itu baru kelakar. Hahaha. But I hope you and your boyfriend akan ke jinjang pelamin secepat mungkin! Hahaha...And don't worry, I can be your photographer... :Þ### - Sukar untuk ku rasakan, sukar untuk ku lafazkan dan sukar untuk ku luahkan.
Posted at 08:09 pm by irwandy
Friday, January 05, 2007
BOYZ II MEN LIVE IN MALAYSIA!
***Picture from www.genting.com.my
That's right guys. It's Boyz II Men Live in Malaysia!
Specifically, in Genting Highlands!
It's on 26th & 27th January 2007
. I just can't miss it. This is what I've been waiting for. I've been their fan since their early stages. They are indeed my idol and my influences. Who wanna go with me? Jom gi ramai2! Tiket paling murah RM60
, dan paling mahal RM300
For more info on ticket prices, click HERE
My fav songs are On Bended Knee, I'll Make Love To You, It's So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday, End Of The Road, Water Runs Dry and much more.
So, to all R&B fans, tunggu ape lagi? It's the most anticipated R&B concert in Malaysia.. ;)
Posted at 03:49 am by irwandy
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Azam tahun baru yg baru :-- Nak jadi part time photographer yg berjaya.- Nak buat MBA/pilot course.- Nak jadi pekerja contoh..(wahahhaha..ptuihh)
Azam tahun baru yg lama :-- To lose some weight.- To be successful in anything that I do and to help family.- Kehidupan yg diberkati Allah SWT.
Wishlist baru :-- Apple Macbook Pro 17 inch laptop- Nikon D200 DSLR Camera & some new lenses.- Sony Ericsson P990i- Kereta yg jimat minyak, Honda City/Jazz or Toyota Vios
- Nak travel to Jakarta, Bali, Tokyo, Brisbane, London & US. (tak dapek la kalau semua..)- Diving license @ Perhentian Island.
Hmmm...baru-baru ni aku banyak patch things up dengan kawan-kawan lama. Banyak kali aku jumpa kawan-kawan sekolah, kawan2 kolej, kawan2 itu ini. Ada yg dah kahwin, ada yg dlm proses nak kahwin, ada yg jadi swinger, dan ada juga yg baru frust. Jadi swinger itu sangatlah best. Trust me!..hahahaaha..
Well, aku rasa cam happy bila jumpa kawan2 lama ni balik. Rasa seronok. Teringat zaman masa muda2 dulu (tak bererti skang ni aku tua tau!..)...masa zaman sekolah, habis sekolah, jalan2 gi Central Market. Melepak area KL. Dah sekolah aku kat tgh2 bandar KL. Hahaha. Lepas tu jiran sekolah aku lak, Sekolah Convent Bukit Nanas, iaitu sekolah perempuan sahaja. Bagus btol. Bila balik, asyik2 jumpa muka yg sama dalam bas. Dulu mana ada LRT. Naik bas je. KLCC pun tarak.
Kadang2 diorang sengaja tunggu kitorang dan kadang2 juga kitorang sengaja tunggu diorang utk naik bas sama2. Hahahah. Mula2 senyum sket2, lepas tu pinjam newspaper especially Harian Metro, lama2 pastu pinjam notes, lama2 pastu mintak biodata. Wakakakkaa. Lama2 jadi kawan baik. Yg best tu, setiap kali aku turun atau diorang turun drpd bas, kitorang melambai sama2. Hihihi. Adakah dulu aku hensem? Ohh tidak..hahahaha...cuma diorang gelarkan aku "babyface"
...ptuihhh! Geli aku dgr...hahahahahh..iye, aku tau, korang pun geli je dgr..hahaha..tapi terimalah hakikat itu!..Wakakakkaka...
Wehh..dah melalut lak aku. Back to the topic. Apa azam tahun baru korang plak?### - Outdoor Shooting @ Palace of Justice, Putrajaya http://irwandy.fotopages.com
Posted at 09:21 am by irwandy